Here's a transcript of the Q&A with 45-year-old Randy Johnson from today's Giants' Fanfest. Johnson has 295 wins and surely will get his 300th this season with San Francisco
Q: Can you talk about what it means to you to be a Giant?
A: We're going on my 20-plus years in the Major Leagues and obviously my career started back in Livermore playing little league baseball in the Granada Little League and then playing Babe Ruth and attending Livermore High and playing four years there and getting a scholarship to USC. Really, it's come full circle. There could have been a number of scenarios I would have been happy with. This being a scenario I'm extremely happy with. Staying in Arizona, I don't think anyone would have blamed me for wanting to stay there. I had some pretty good years there and it didn't work out but this is a scenario I'm very comfortable with, very happy. I'm very much looking forward to playing here for a lot of reasons. I'm very familiar with the National League West. It's a division where I've had a lot of success. I believe I can bring a lot of intangibles here that a lot of people won't see, that a lot of people won't talk about. Maybe even a player doesn't even realize, but just by going out there and pitching. Just having them talk to me. When I was younger, I could throw 100 miles an hour but I didn't know how to throw it over the plate, so what I was really lacking was mechanics. I needed to understand how to throw a strike. And I got that help because I seeked it. And then everything else kind of fell into place. I wasn't looking to throw 95 mph; I already did that in high school. I needed the concept of how to pitch. When you got that situated there's more to learn - how to pitch inside, how to set up hitters, pitching according to your infield, pitching according to the ballpark, pitching according to what you have that day. Based on the type of pitcher I was and am now that can really benefit Tim (Lincecum) who's a power pitcher. I've been there most of my career so I know what it takes to be a power pitcher. And other pitchers like Sanchez who's learning how to pitch. And Barry who has a Cy Young - maybe we can exchange ideas on the mental part of the game. I'm very excited about this opportunity. I'm been coming back to the Bay Area since my career started, most of it at the Oakland Coliseum, then a little bit of it at Candlestick Park when I was with Arizona early in my career and obviously the last three or four years here. The last couple of offseasons I had back surgery and I'm a year removed from that so I feel completely different now. I haven't gotten any younger but my body is going to allow me this spring training to be a little bit more mobile and do things earlier than I was able to do the last couple of seasons. In return it will allow me to have a better year than last year and what I mean is last year I kind of got off to a slow start because I really didn't have a spring training last year and towards the second half of the season I pitched as good as anybody in baseball. That's what I'm looking to get coming out of spring training - that second half of the season last year. I had three or four rehab starts with the Tucson team - those were my spring training games and from there I went into regular season games. I wasn't where I needed to be.
Q: Randy, when you say you bring intangibles to other pitchers, will you seek them out, or will they come to seek you out, or will it just be in the atmosphere?
A: I think it's you're sitting on the bench. When I've wanted help people have been kind enough to offer. I don't know when someone wants help. You can only assume they want help by asking a question. The game's changed a little bit. There's nothing in this game I haven't done. It's not to pat myself on the back. I've lost eight games in a row, so I know the misery a pitcher can be in when you lose eight in a row. That's a month and a half of starts and you wonder are you ever going to win a ballgame. And then I've won 10 games in a row. I've had surgeries. I've had to battle back from those kinds of things. I've had bad games. I know how you mentally can be dragging toward the end of the year. I know the demands Tim will have this year after winning the Cy Young. The things I can tell him are the same things I told Brandon Webb. The door is opening for Brandon Webb. The door is opening for Tim Lincecum and I only use this example because I only want you to understand how hard you have to work every year. I won a Cy Young in Seattle, then I came to Arizona and won four in a row. Well, ironically enough my best year statistically wasn't until I won my fifth Cy Young. I brought that up because I could have been content with what I was getting out of the years prior because I was being rewarded as the best pitcher. But then I would have been cheating myself. Every year I wanted to be better. Statistically I got better and if I would have been content I would have never had the year I had in 2002 which ironically was my best year, my fifth and last Cy Young. I was trying to make a statement to them - you can be content winning one Cy Young; that's great but it's up to you what motivates and what drives you. There can be a lot of separation between you and the next pitcher - your teammate - or the next guy you're pitching against on that given day based on what you want to get out of your career. I could have retired many years ago and I don't think it would have changed the outlook people have on my career. People are basing my career on what I did many years ago, not what I'm doing now. It's kind of like I'm riding off into the sunset in a lot of people's eyes, not in mine because I'm still motivated to win. And surely its' not about five wins. I'm about winning anywhere between 15 and 20 games and you guys might think that's hype but that's what you have to have when you want to pitch at that level. When Tim is around me all year long he'll understand that. He'll understand the demands he's going to have on him by the media, by his body, those kinds of things. That's kind of over the course of the season. It's not like I sit down with him one day and just lay it all on the table. He'll ask questions. I'll tell him things. It all depends on how much someone wants to learn. You're always learning and at this point of my career my ability and my skills may have diminished but not my edge, not my desire to still be good. As long as I have that that's what motivates me. That's why I was so dangerous I suppose because I could throw 100 mph and I wanted to win. Now I still want to win but I could win throwing 92. It's made me a better pitcher as well. Someone in the rotation here that doesn't throw 95, that has to know how to pitch I can help him because I've been on both sides. It's definitely a luxury being able to throw 98 mph, to be able to tell someone, "Here comes a fastball. Hit it if you can." The last couple of seasons coming off back surgery I almost felt vulnerable for the first time in my career because I wasn't able to throw 95, 98. I actually had to pitch. The nice thing about that was when I was healthy early in my career I was understanding how to pitch at an early age and I think what you learn at an early age will only help you as you get older in this game. It's not just about on the field kinds of things. You can learn about this game off the field, studying the game. How do you recover after a whole season of pitching? How do you recover after one start? How do you study pitchers - what to watch for. The one example I've used winning, that fifth Cy Young, being content. I'm not content. This year I won't be content. I'm very excited about this year because I'm healthy for the first time in several years. I'm looking forward to being around a young rotation. I was around a young rotation in Arizona. I think this rotation is just as good.
Q: How important is the 300 milestone and you'll be remembered as a Mariner and Diamondback. Is it weird to have that 300th win with the Giants, a team you're not associated with?
A: It's out of my hands. I'm not about five wins. I started working out the end of November. I'm motivated to have a better year. Every year I go to spring training I don't have a book and write a bunch of numbers down because I don't have any goals in mind other than being healthy and trying to make as many starts as I can, and everything else will take care of itself.
Q: What about the milestone itself?
A: As far as being here with a different organization, you see that a lot. I had no control over that. I'm excited about being here, excited about just pitching. If winning my 300th game happens here in front of the Giants fans or it happens somewhere else it's a part of history; everybody will be a part of that. In some regards, I've done a lot in Arizona. It would have been fitting to do it there. But I also feel this is the next best scenario, coming back. It's as good of a last chapter of my career there could be.
Q: By last chapter you don't necessarily mean this is the last year?
A: I guess we're getting close to the end of the book. It doesn't say The End. There's not a blank page yet. The author's still at work. But I will admit we're coming close. I had someone look me in the eyes and say, "You are done." I think they were basing that off a 5:00 ERA (in 2006). I told him I had a herniated disc in my back and can't even tie my shoes, so how do you expect me to go out and pitch. Yet I'm still willing to take epidurals in my back so to some degree I feel like I could do something. I haven't had a 5:00 ERA since then because my back has been surgically fixed. I won't have one this year. I can guarantee you that. If I do I will retire. Now you see the mindset I have and you can only imagine that mindset going along with the 98-mph fastball and don't-look-at-me mentality or I'm going to knock you down, or I'm going to throw three strikes and you're out. On the fifth day pitching my mentality was that mentality, the killer instinct. It's the feeling you have when you do something and you don't know if it's ever going to happen again. I've had that feeling and I don't want it to go away but it starts to dissipate, like an hourglass, you start seeing the last few granules going through - those are the years. I feel fortunate I've been able to play 20-plus years. Probably impacting my career as much as anybody is my dad passing away. He hasn't seen any of my career in the last 17 years. That's the one reason I am the pitcher I am today - have that mentality, that no BS, get-out-of-my face mentality. That's the way he was. You only have the opportunity to go out there and pitch that one time. You prepare today. You go out and pitch tomorrow. You're going to be given the ball by your coach to pitch. You may not pitch well but that's part of life. You guys don't write good stories all the time either, sometimes. The point is you put your name on it, you take pride. It's no different from what you do from what I do. A lot of people read your stories. A lot of people watch me. I had to learn it the hard way. It's tough to be accountable for that; it's tough to accept not pitching well. But that's what character is all about. That's what's going to make you the pitcher you are. I would much rather go through adversity than win 10 games in a row because in 10 in a row you're not learning about the game or yourself. When I lost eight in a row in Seattle I really took the first steps to understanding what pitching was all about. Down the road I was rewarded. I'd win 10 in a row. It's nothing I would have done if I'd won 10 because I wasn't digging deeper to find out what makes you a better pitcher until I started losing. Tim has only played a few years. You're already up here at the top of your game - start understanding what makes you so good and want to be a little bit better. Don't wait until things aren't going well to start to work harder. Do it now. It took me a while to get where I wanted to be because I couldn't throw strikes. Anybody who saw me in high school I weighed a buck 50 and was still 6-10. I was throwing 98 mph but I couldn't throw strikes. The last game I pitched in high school was a perfect game but the game before I probably walked seven or eight. It's frustrating when you know you can do it but you're not doing it on a consistent basis. You have to ask yourself - do I want to and are you paying the price? I'm not going to preach to a lot of these guys but I'm willing to help anybody that wants help. A lot of times it's going to be these guys watch me pitch then ask me something in the weight room. I'm looking forward to it. It's not like I'm going to be surrounded by 45 year old pitchers. There's only two of us, me and Jamie Moyer. I'm surrounded by youth. That's exciting. I know how good this team is. Let's go to Arizona and be optimistic. Maybe this is our year for the Giants. Why would that be so funny to say that? People asked me when I had my press conference when I came to Arizona in 1999 - why would you want to come to Arizona, the team is not fit now to win? In '99 we won the NL West. Anything's possible, that's the kind of mindset you've got to have.
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